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Tuesday, July 15, 2008
week 10 ;11:07 PM
It is finally finally week 10 of attachment, and I just realised that I made the biggest mistake throughout my whole attachment yesterday. Good thing was that my 2nd sup was forgiving. But I still don't feel good about it.
Because I neglected to photocopy certain things, there were things that we were supposed to follow up but couldn't. week 10 tentatively being my last means that the case will go back to my sup and that she will have to clear whatever mess I started or should have cleared. haix.. sorry .... 对不起对不起。。。 can kukuness be treated???
1 thing I realised about attachment is that attachment is really very different from school. During attachment you do not walk in like an empty sponge just waiting to absorb whatever there is to learn. But your colleagues, sup and boss would have certain expectations of you. There are things that you're expected to know.
It also isn't easier having to use your own discretion to gauge what decisions you are able to make on your own and what decisions are important enough to require you to seek consultation. Working life isn't easier. But I guess it involves a lifetime of learning. We all grow through our experiences be it good or bad experiences. i believe that I have grown somehow in this attachment. Moving out of your comfort zone is definitely not easy and I have definitely been exposed to parts of society that I have never been exposed to. That has made me treasure what I have now but it is also saddening at times to see sad things that are out of your control unfolding in front of you.
it's time for a break soon =) (not that I haven enjoyed attachment generally)
