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Sunday, May 24, 2009

;10:23 PM

i m in deep shit!

i have readings that i haven finished!!!

i dun wanna get stumped again when my sup starts asking questions!

die die die!

i promise/vow/ wadever to spend next weekend much more productively!

ps..

recieved a msg from a friend yesterday

that was the least of what i was expecting.

a notice that her grandma had passed away.

i knew that the grandma had been fighting with an illness. but the news was still unexpected.

i hope that this friend of mine will stay strong.

i hope her cherry n lively character doesn't disappear.

i hope everything will eventually become ok. and that the eventually will not take too long to come.

i wish life weren't so fragile.

i love sushi!

Saturday, May 23, 2009

;5:53 PM

greys anatomy is super sad. i suddenly realise why i'm not cut out for medical social work

i love sushi!

Monday, May 18, 2009

1st day of attachment ;8:29 PM

1st day was the most relaxing day ever and i doubt we'll have any more such days as relaxing as this. haha

our supervisor has already thrown us tons of readings!!!! arghhhhhhhh

probably because the clientele now is more specialised as compared to the more generaliesed clientele i had in my previous attachment.

anyway..

started the day off with the normal standard administrative proceddure.

(ohya!! changi is damn far!! left house at 645, with reaching there at 830 in mind. end up.. i was nearly late! had to catch a cab. $10 for a 15 min cab ride. is that exx?? )

anyway, my supervisor is a slave driver! but he is good at his work. real good.

we ended up in ikea for lunch. yummy yummy meatballs.

and 1 very important lesson i;ve learnt

DO NOT STEREOTYPE PRISONERS!

they are not as fierce/violent/angry etc as I thought. (at least not all)

I realised that my whole perception of them was way off. way way off.

and i'm kinda sorry for stereotyping them like that.

i have a feeling that this placement will be a very fruitful 1! there is so much to learn! so much that cannot be learnt in sch! so many other theories and skills tailored for prisoners.

this time. 10 weeks seem so short!

i love sushi!

Sunday, May 17, 2009

;12:43 AM

COUNTING

DOWN

TO ATTACHMENT

! ! !

less den 36 hours!

and i better decide on wad route to take to work soon!

scared stiff but yet excited to death. woosshhh

ok.. i spent most of my time on the internet watching videos of ss501 and their reality shows, super funny!

but anw i was v v v impressed by their professionalism!

there was once (1 or 2 years back i think) where hyun joong fell down b4 going on stage. but he actually went on stage to dance while trying hard not to grimace. and after that his leg had to be put in a cast!! imagine how much pain he must have beared with during that dance!

there was anth time where hyung joon fell down on stage. but he quickly got up to continue with the performance. and he was kinda limping a bit throughout the rest of the song.. another impressive feat... but poor thing..

ss501 member - Heo Young Saeng

went out with xinni and yiwen during the week!

and they bought shoes!

& i wish shops would open later and close later.. will then have more time to shop/window-shop haha

ok.. think we tortured aldric so much den he had to resort to eating tong?? *time to repent* wahhaha

wennnnn

carrot cake!€

i love sushi!

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

attachment all over again ;1:41 AM

Today (monday) was supposed to be my 1st day of attachment. (but since attachment has been postponed...)

i spent the day slacking to my heart's content and i realised that I'M BORED!

and it is not as if i have not enough to entertain myself with.

i can count at least 10 episodes of shows to watch

at least 2 books to read and at least 1 fan fic to read.

by right i shouldn't be bored!

but by left, i am so sian of doing all those things the whole day!

but yet i am very very grateful for the extra week to study my stuff before the upcoming attachment. especially my CBT n groupwork stuff. and the pile of readings i didn't manage to finish for the CBT exams. (thank heaven n earth, it didn't come out for the exams. phew)

but but but

having just come out from a hideous 1 week plus of exams i do not have the mood to plunge back into studying or reading for that matter. NOPE. NONE AT ALL.

i was telling ah yun that i feel as though my life has no goal, no direction now. HAHA. my only sense of satisfaction now comes from being able to level up when playing restuarant city in facebook. nvm.

anw, being armed with more modules this time round, i am pretty sure i'll get a very different attachment experience as compared to my first one. things that i hope i'll understand more, hopes that i'll be able to perceive things in a different way.

finally. hope that i'll still love social work as much as i do now even after attachment! (so pray hard that there are going to be no scary sups or clients whaha)

ok.. and i wanna go jogging! becux exercise keeps u younger lookign! haha

but i can't get up in e mornings!

afternoon? sun ray... UV ray = make yr skin grow older faster

evening? i m already too lazy to step out of my house. wahahha

okok no more excuses!!

ps.

better start slping early!

nitex!

i love sushi!

Sunday, May 10, 2009

;11:03 PM

=( =( =(

a day of shocks...

and maybe i should start getting out of my well??

i love sushi!

Friday, May 8, 2009

;8:11 AM

HIHI

exams are finally O-V-E-R!!! yeshhh

attachemnt was supposed to start on 11th may. BUTTTT .... due to clearance problems with the agency, attachment will only start on 18th MAY!! WOHOOOOOOOOOO!! means more time to read up, and much more time to play and do my other stuff eg clearing my room. YESSSS

ok. I am definately excited over attachment. but i just don't feel sufficiently prepared now. especially when i'm not even done with my CBT readings. plus i don't feel that i've played enough. haha

ok., going to spend next week meeting up with people before i start with the crazy attachment routine. i didn't put in enough effort during the last attachment. so this one's gonna different! yesh!

and i'm going to borrow more storybooks from e lib later!! weeeee

ps. this is the busiest holiday i've ever had. *sighs*

here's my lastest craze! DOUBLE S 501! Just love their songs and voice!! my fav guy -Hoe Young Saeng! (top row middle guy). his voice is like wooooo! hhahah and their reality shows are really dam funny! really laugh till peng that kind.

and go watch Boys over Flowers!!! it's teh korean version of F4! some parts are the same, but it's still quite different from the other versions of the show, another plus ppoint, it's real funny! and there's a different ending for a certain couple, one that is totally different fromt he other versions!

go watch teh show ba!! super nice! haha

next next.. pics from law's 21st BDAY party!

and...... pics from puay's BDAY party

puay - the bday gal.. woo hoo hooo..

we spent so much time AND NOISE in puay's room taking pics hahaha

would have uploaded more but the photo loader is taking agesss to load. haha

the is the lecture group photo of our counseling class! last lecture! we had really great teachers this sem! woo hoo hoo !

ps. i'm kinda feeling teh effect of the swine flu in s'pore. we had to come 1 hour earlier for temperature screening during exams. registration and screening again required at hospitals. I heard certain hospitals had to turn away social work attachment students and relocate them. but whenever i get irritated at all the proceddures and WAITING, it helps to remind myself that prevention is better than cure.

and i have a really nice bro! haha

i was asking him to wake mi up come mon morning bcux i supposedly had to report for work. but fate has it, he didn't have to report to camp on mon. but he still offered to wake me up. erm ok.. tt was probably bcux i was ranting abt how early i had to get up n how worried i was abt not getting up. haha. but that was v sweet! haha

i love sushi!

Friday, May 1, 2009

not good friday but bad friday ;3:58 PM

STUDY STUDY STUDY!

yeah

I HAVE NO LIFE!

arghhhh

i've never studied so hard ever since i've stepped into NUS.

but some modules really makes u wonder why u';re studying LOL

i had this exam a couple of days ago.

what we were taught in lectures were the casues of the subprime USA crisis.

in the end....

the qn asked for the COSTS of the subprime crisis!

#!#%@$#%@%

seriously,.. with the little amount of general knowledge i have.. of course............. i didn;t know how to do!!!

makes mi wonder why i spent so much time on that set of lect notes haha

was telling hh that next time i should just study what the notes DOES NOT have. => will probably have higher chance of passing whahahah

*n thanks tong 4 e crashcourse on the subprime crisis and banking system! *

anyway the 1st 2 papers were done like crap.

didn;t manage to finish my 1st soci paper.

and to think i was so confident about that module. faint =s

1 paper tml

2 more on mon

den....

THE END!

hope the last 3 won't be done like crap again. especially NM1101

** been studying with ~double S 501~ music playing in the background. kinda makes studying not so sian and kips me from sleeping.. cux their music are so 'high'!!

---- back to the books!! -----

i love sushi!