heard a very shocking news from a friend today
duno wad the hell is wrong with this world.
Wah lau eh
it is idotically cruel for some1 this age to go through something like that.
i don't know wad to say / do. because we;re not close i duno how i should react. But I never expected smth liek that to happen.
i duno whether this should even be blogged here.
but i really really hope that it will turn out fine.
no. it must.
to life: u really scare the hell out of me
& yesterday, there was this email from the srjc alumni saying that a teacher had just passed away. I don't know her, neither can I remember her. But i thought her name seemed familiar.
In addition, tonight just had to be the night for me to come across this sad song...
little wonder why i'm emo-ing rite..
사랑인거죠 (It's not love)
By: Heo Young Saeng
Love of my life, when we first met I saw your bright smile
Love is my life, you're so close to me.
baby, we were always with each othernow
I'm left with memories of the times we spent in happiness
Can you feel my love for you, it's not love, no this love cannot be
I miss you, I want to be where you are
I beg you, you're the only one I can see
Oh~ I see where you've gone
now you say, I do not love you
Can you feel my love for you, it's not love, no this love cannot be
I miss you, I want to be where you are
I miss you, I love you so deeply in my heart
yet you're in love with someone else just as deeply
And it's hurting my soul to see the two of you
This is the song Young saeng composed. His true feelings about the girl he broke up with shortly after his debut with ss501. Think he wrote a diary or something, but for soem reason didn't manage to give it to her. e lyrics is so sad. knowing that it's his true story makes it sadder.
go watch e video here. I thought I saw his eyes become a bit teary towards e end...
i can't describe how sad it is.. i guess it's so sad bcux of e person who's singing it also? go listen to e song ba..
i love sushi!
Sunday, June 7, 2009
;2:26 AM
woo hooo hooo
finally uploaded the tons of pics that I owe ppl.
went vivo today. bought prexxies for someone's bday! haha
anyway.. it is sunday!! tml is a work day!!! arghhhhhh
i'm starting to appreciate why prisons is more of a year 2 thing. faint faint faint
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baked rice from Kim duno wad restuarant.. hahah not bad! although it doesn't look that nice here haha
tryin to strangle tong!
TONG LUO SHAO. (doraemon's pancakes) weee but duno if it's nice yet haha)
our food clustered table... 4 people to a small table.. ohya.. we all ate baked rice!
cute cute drawing!
ohya.. bosco is the "dai yan ren" of this restuarant.
SS501 => my dear dears!
i love sushi!
Thursday, June 4, 2009
;10:02 PM
It is week 3!yepp no doubt that i'm enjoying work (ok.. maybe not all of it) but I still have NO life!
Journals, readings, supervisor's session
faintttttttttt
& partly cux we kinda took on a CCA at work la. haha
somebody just kill me haha
ohya.. and the counselors there are all super nice people! Treating us to food (ok.. there goes my diet plan LOLX, answering all our questions no matter how stupid a question it is..) they're really fun people aslo. work is always full of laughter. haha
did i mention my supervisor?
He is 1 headache. LOLX
the questions he asks really forces you to think. he makes us qustion our intention for doing certain things etc. Which is something that is very good in the social work sense. BUT BUT BUT.. my poor brain is suffering la! hahah
okok. enough of complains! meeting with my friends soon! . finally a breather . wooshhh
i love sushi!
