Tuesday, October 28, 2008
;10:38 PM
unknowingly it has been 2 months already. although i'm pretty sure it must be the longest 2 months he ever knew. i still want a miracle! I really want it! i think i have adjusted, but so what? it doesn't change anything, it doesn't change how he must be feeling. whatever i feel can subside because i do not have to face such torture everyday. i can adjust and adapt. but how do you adjust to facing toture everyday? my msw lecturer once said
"we're losing something everyday, just that it is too small for us to notice hence we do not grieve over it"
chim huh.. maybe that's why they say ignorrance is bliss.
i love sushi!