to mum,
I am sick and tired of all this.Stop sucking and draining whatever energy I have left.
and then you ask why I rather go out and study.
you're making me say things that I may not want to say, things that I may not even have intended to say in the first place.
Don't ask why I'm so cold
When I don't pick a quarrel it doesn't mean that I am unaware, but I just have no more energy left
Stop testing my limits
I feel as if I'm fighting a losing battle
I need to be able to rise to the occassion now that D is in there.
I'm ok, I just need to release all these emotions.
i love sushi!