I don't believe problems makes us stronger, on the other hand some part of us becomes weaker.When we meet new problems, we only seem stronger because we know how to deal with it now that we have experienced it before. But some part of us that has been broken before has to take the blow, and we are weakened even further. we become scared, scared to go near because this time you never know whether the part of us that has already been broken once can take another blow. wheather this time the been-broken-once part will be totally crushed to ashes.
although you know that not all things end up bad, but because there is a possibility, you want to avoid everything including what could have been good at all costs.
have you ever thought of a possibility in future that strikes so much fear in your heart. so scary that you cannot imagine what you would do if it really happens. You know that you would definately go crazy but yet cannot define the word crazy. and it happens not only to be 1 possibility but 2 or even more.
when i forsee a blow, and escaping isn't an option because your 2 legs can't seem to carry you far enough, the only thing left seems to be preapring yourself for it, but yet you can't define how to prepare.
when you realise there is still something outside there that hurts much more than something else that you originally always thought would have hurt the most, you feel lost and helpless.
when things around you begin falling apart and you seem to escape unscattered, you start to wonder if you're next or if you're the cause even if it somehow doesn't make sense.
how nice to learn so much from 1 incident
i love sushi!
