ok.. here comes the main point. i ended up whining like some idoit (which i rarely do, so u see how desperate i was? haha) while someone just ignored me all the way with occasional "ums" and "uh-huhs". anyway the crux is, non-work wise i've never seen him hold his stand so firmly on something before when it's about us. even during the recent sending home issue, he did waver, and there was this little part where i knew that if i pushed on i would get it. but last night even after knowing how much i didn't want to see the doc he didn't budge, not even an inch. and net could only stare on amazed with his determination.
but deep down i know that his decision was right because now i can't even swallow properly without feeling the pain. arghhh
ok.. thinking back that was me being childish last night about the whole doc issue. sometimes i think dom dear is quite poor thing to have to deal with all these parts of me. haha
