it seems that we make many decisions in life, and things always lay out (most of the time for me) in the most unexpected ways and most of the times it's bad, which leaves me biting my nails wondering what went wrong.
sometimes it's that sense of helplessness you feel when you know that things are going out of control but yet you have no idea how to solve it. you hate what is happening but yet you lack the knowledge to solve it. (i'm talking about different issues as my previous post)
how how how how how does things have to be for everything to be okay again?
sometimes it's because you care too much, the person's nice and sweet that makes things complicated.
i was talking to P about work today, and I realized how much I don't trust my own decisions, so i end up running back to check every single thing. so i asked my dear "when will i grow up?" and i think i got a very sweet answer =D (although i am still figuring out the way to grow up wahhaha)
and...... it's nearly 2am and i can't fall alseep! and i have to get up at 7am tml cux i have a 9am class! oh nooooooooooooo!!!!!!! *bangs wall*
i love sushi!